Guess what people?
I've gained more than 5 kilograms this holiday.
What's even worse is that holidays have just STARTED!
Great, let's see how much fatter i can get.
Tata~
Wednesday, November 11, 2009 @ eat and don't exercise
Thursday, November 05, 2009 @ brighter side of life.
I'm so gonna stop posting about my pathetic feelings and emotions XD
So, let's carry on with life! I'm gonna be fine, no matter what. I'll just have to think of activities to refrain from reminiscing and doing lame shit stuffs like that. Hmmm, i guess i better spend the time to revise and do ALL my homeworks and projects instead of just waiting for time to pass. Just like that.
I won't let mama and dad down, again.
And btw, i'm writing a novel of my own. A little more and it's done. Someone desperately wants to be the first person to read it. LOL.
Going out with mama and yaya later. Waiting for them to return home. Mama working, yaya schooling.
Gonna start making my own study time table. Wth? O levels next year lah seyyy. I'm gonna make sure that abang will be coaching me!
So many things to do eh?
Tata~
I love you, hayyu nariah.
So, let's carry on with life! I'm gonna be fine, no matter what. I'll just have to think of activities to refrain from reminiscing and doing lame shit stuffs like that. Hmmm, i guess i better spend the time to revise and do ALL my homeworks and projects instead of just waiting for time to pass. Just like that.
I won't let mama and dad down, again.
And btw, i'm writing a novel of my own. A little more and it's done. Someone desperately wants to be the first person to read it. LOL.
Going out with mama and yaya later. Waiting for them to return home. Mama working, yaya schooling.
Gonna start making my own study time table. Wth? O levels next year lah seyyy. I'm gonna make sure that abang will be coaching me!
So many things to do eh?
Tata~
I love you, hayyu nariah.
Labels: moving on~
Monday, November 02, 2009 @ still in here. 11.02 pm
Hey y'all!
I'm finally home from my 3 days 2 nights guides camp. It was really exhausting yet super fun. I was needed to share the tent with Farah's group. Yeah, i slept with her. LOL sounds wrong huh. There's nothing much to say about the camp. Ohya, Tricia Heng sprained her arm. I really hope our dear CL recovers soon. <3
I'm finally home from my 3 days 2 nights guides camp. It was really exhausting yet super fun. I was needed to share the tent with Farah's group. Yeah, i slept with her. LOL sounds wrong huh. There's nothing much to say about the camp. Ohya, Tricia Heng sprained her arm. I really hope our dear CL recovers soon. <3
People say that it's time for me to move on. But look here, in order to let someone new in, you have to empty the heart for it's too small and only limited for one person. One special person.
Help me empty it out.
Knowing that you play the lead role of my every dream, i feel like sleeping forever. At least I'm close to you, somewhere.
Labels: macam paham eh.
Saturday, October 17, 2009 @ emotional wreck number 2.
Have you ever felt suspicious of someone's acts or behaviour? Like one moment he says one thing and the other moment another lie pops out. It's just like that person is making a fool out of you yet his lies stays underneath his beautiful, radiant smile. It's just like everyone around him has been deceived yet you are the only one who is smart enough to figure out his lies and pretence. It's just like that person is trying to make you look bad and steal all of your happiness away. It's just like that person keeps finding faults in you yet you keep telling yourself to remain calm. What's even worse is that you guys have been close friends for quite some time. Outrageous.
Have you ever felt that the whole world is against you? Like the sorrow you are going through is killing all your emotions in you. It's just like you are struggling to get on your feet with everyone pushing you down. It's just like the whole universe hates you including your family and friends. It's just like they are putting up an act to make you feel better yet they hate you like hell. It's just like they treat you like shit while you were trying all your best to please them. Dissapointing.
Have you ever gone through a situation where love comes out from nowhere? Like love at first sight. It's just like you are feeling an unusual affection for someone you barely know. It's just like you are trying to befriend that person while that person seemed oblivious of your presence. It's just like when you feel that you know that person well yet actually he turns out to be the opposite. Surprising.
Have you ever felt that letting go is hard? Like you tried all your best to get rid of that person from your head while that person clings on your brains. It's just like you know that you are better off without that person but he still lingers in your mind. It's just like you are thinking of him day and night while he is living happily as ever with your replacement. It's just like you have deleted his number yet you memorised it by heart. How stupid.
I don't know. I'm in a state of vague stupor. I swore and made a promise yet i lied to myself. Again and again. Holding on and moving on is worser than pouring salt over an open wound. Well, i just hope karma will take its place. Currently chatting with that "penjual nasi lemak pat gerai pak dollah" LOL. He's quite entertaining. Nights!
Have you ever felt that the whole world is against you? Like the sorrow you are going through is killing all your emotions in you. It's just like you are struggling to get on your feet with everyone pushing you down. It's just like the whole universe hates you including your family and friends. It's just like they are putting up an act to make you feel better yet they hate you like hell. It's just like they treat you like shit while you were trying all your best to please them. Dissapointing.
Have you ever gone through a situation where love comes out from nowhere? Like love at first sight. It's just like you are feeling an unusual affection for someone you barely know. It's just like you are trying to befriend that person while that person seemed oblivious of your presence. It's just like when you feel that you know that person well yet actually he turns out to be the opposite. Surprising.
Have you ever felt that letting go is hard? Like you tried all your best to get rid of that person from your head while that person clings on your brains. It's just like you know that you are better off without that person but he still lingers in your mind. It's just like you are thinking of him day and night while he is living happily as ever with your replacement. It's just like you have deleted his number yet you memorised it by heart. How stupid.
I don't know. I'm in a state of vague stupor. I swore and made a promise yet i lied to myself. Again and again. Holding on and moving on is worser than pouring salt over an open wound. Well, i just hope karma will take its place. Currently chatting with that "penjual nasi lemak pat gerai pak dollah" LOL. He's quite entertaining. Nights!
Saturday, October 03, 2009 @ firfir?
Raya 2009 yesterday with pretty heads!
Endured my aching feet all the way.
When i suggested that they slow down their pace, guess what they answered?
"Tulah, padan muker kau. Beli lagy kasot tinggi-tinggi."
hahah, kurang ajar habes-habesan seyy.
Pics Pics Pics.
I apologize for some disturbing ones;]
mine's black:]
Endured my aching feet all the way.
When i suggested that they slow down their pace, guess what they answered?
"Tulah, padan muker kau. Beli lagy kasot tinggi-tinggi."
hahah, kurang ajar habes-habesan seyy.
Pics Pics Pics.
I apologize for some disturbing ones;]
mine's black:] Does someone miss me?
My eyeslashes keep falling you see.
Saturday, September 26, 2009 @ pretence.
Hola.
I wanted to upload raya photos but blogger ain't cooperating.
Next time perhaps.
Yesterday went for Guides then home. Changed. Out again.
Shopped for the 2nd shoe for the week with Nad.
2 SHOES IN A WEEK.
I gotta start scrimping and saving my raya money for rainy days.
Ahaaa mcm paham.
Ohyaaaaa i saw that guy who lives in the next block, again.
What's his name?
What's his name?
I wanted to upload raya photos but blogger ain't cooperating.
Next time perhaps.
Yesterday went for Guides then home. Changed. Out again.
Shopped for the 2nd shoe for the week with Nad.
2 SHOES IN A WEEK.
I gotta start scrimping and saving my raya money for rainy days.
Ahaaa mcm paham.
Ohyaaaaa i saw that guy who lives in the next block, again.
What's his name?
What's his name?
Friday, September 18, 2009 @ don't ask. i'll keep this to myself.
When we have it,
we don't cherish it.
But when we lose it,
we search for it.
Serve Me Right.
I'm feeling really annoyed right now.
FBJDGheuhfcn aswicxmQAXUUUHFWKIEHYTnugsdyVWHGDVH!!
Mama keep reminding me to stay calm when handling STUFFS like this. She gives the best advices ever. Frankly, i have never shared anything with her. I'm wondering how the hell she know what i'm holding back right now. And she told me,
"Ignore them. Those lies will be exposed. Soon."
now where's my momo?
we don't cherish it.
But when we lose it,
we search for it.
Serve Me Right.
I'm feeling really annoyed right now.
FBJDGheuhfcn aswicxmQAXUUUHFWKIEHYTnugsdyVWHGDVH!!
Mama keep reminding me to stay calm when handling STUFFS like this. She gives the best advices ever. Frankly, i have never shared anything with her. I'm wondering how the hell she know what i'm holding back right now. And she told me,
"Ignore them. Those lies will be exposed. Soon."
now where's my momo?
Labels: Why do i always end up losing things that's rightfully mine?
Tuesday, September 15, 2009 @ that guy. this guy.
This ain't gayish.
Sunday, September 06, 2009 @ That hot guy.
I have been watching LSG's videos,videos and more videos. Hah.
I clicked on one of the episode of 2 days 1 night which i've missed.
3 of those celebrities (including Seung Gi) kinda proposed to the fans through camera to imitate Seung Gi's sweet + nicenicenice song.
I found myself nodding to my computer screen when Seung Gi proposed. HAHA.
You guys should check out his music videos and songs.
;]
I clicked on one of the episode of 2 days 1 night which i've missed.
3 of those celebrities (including Seung Gi) kinda proposed to the fans through camera to imitate Seung Gi's sweet + nicenicenice song.
I found myself nodding to my computer screen when Seung Gi proposed. HAHA.
You guys should check out his music videos and songs.
;]
Thursday, September 03, 2009 @ 4.55 PM
Afta school, Farah and I accompanied Wida to purchase some baking ingredients.
then we blahblahblah ;]
and ohyaaaa, got results slip for CA just now.
One look at my results.
Speechless.
Like seriously.
Double maths is such a...
Burden?
Gotta start studying. HAH.
Ah wtv lah,
i'm off to watch 2 Days 1 Night at KBS World.
Well,it's just a funny Korean hot/cutestuff.
I mean, only one of them is
hot + cute = Lee Seung Gi.
mine okay. MINEMINEMINE. all MINE.
:]:]:]
then we blahblahblah ;]
and ohyaaaa, got results slip for CA just now.
One look at my results.
Speechless.
Like seriously.
Double maths is such a...
Burden?
Gotta start studying. HAH.
Ah wtv lah,
i'm off to watch 2 Days 1 Night at KBS World.
Well,it's just a funny Korean hot/cutestuff.
I mean, only one of them is
hot + cute = Lee Seung Gi.
mine okay. MINEMINEMINE. all MINE.
:]:]:]
Thursday, August 27, 2009 @ i miss you. yes you.
I screwed up during my Malay Oral just now. I suddenly chuckled while reading the passage cause some memories flashed through my mind at that point of time. I wasn't concentrating of course. The conversation was regarding sports. Cikgu started asking about my favourite sports which i know the most. My eyes felt like popping out. The topic seems easy but wth, SPORTS? I know nothing. And guess what? I answered soccer. Well, it's okay to at least pretend, right? There was this part which can be considered really stupid. Stupid of me.
Me: Pemain bola sepak juga harus sentiasa hormat terhadap juru.. hmm.. juru coach..
Cg: HUH? Juru coach?
Me: Oh tak. Coach je.
Cg: Coach dalam bahasa Melayu ape?
Me: Juru.. Juru ajar saya rase.(was about to say juru bola)
Cg: Ape? Juru latih lah.
=.=", i know.
Actually, i was supposed to "practice" communicating fluently in Malay with that "A1 O level Malay" guy. He was supposed to share some tips for my oral. I was quite happy cause at least somebody cares. However, i fell asleep in the end. Hah. Whatever lah, he's sucha show off anyway. Ooooooooops.
I'm wondering what wrong did i ever do to be treated this way. I'm still reminiscing about those fond memories. Pondering over the same old thing does not help either. Every single bit of this bad feeling didn't go away. Why? Hmmm well, just who am i to ever whine and moan huh... Suit yourself.
Bye:]
Me: Pemain bola sepak juga harus sentiasa hormat terhadap juru.. hmm.. juru coach..
Cg: HUH? Juru coach?
Me: Oh tak. Coach je.
Cg: Coach dalam bahasa Melayu ape?
Me: Juru.. Juru ajar saya rase.(was about to say juru bola)
Cg: Ape? Juru latih lah.
=.=", i know.
Actually, i was supposed to "practice" communicating fluently in Malay with that "A1 O level Malay" guy. He was supposed to share some tips for my oral. I was quite happy cause at least somebody cares. However, i fell asleep in the end. Hah. Whatever lah, he's sucha show off anyway. Ooooooooops.
I'm wondering what wrong did i ever do to be treated this way. I'm still reminiscing about those fond memories. Pondering over the same old thing does not help either. Every single bit of this bad feeling didn't go away. Why? Hmmm well, just who am i to ever whine and moan huh... Suit yourself.
Bye:]
