hayyunariah

Yesterday was superbly gerek!
First, went to play laser quest with Idil, Naeem, Razin, Anisah and Yana. It's been sucha long time since i had fun like that. Hahah, i bet you guys have never went there before. Too bad XD

Ohyaaaa, i somehow ended in the same bus as Fareez chipmunk. Surprised like hell ah, cause we sat near each other and it turns out that we both took the bus from the interchange together! But then, i alighted earlier. Kay random.

Back to the Laser Quest thing.

1) We waited till it's our turn, separate ourselves into two groups.
Team A: Naeem, Anisah,Yana
Team B: Me, Idil, Razin

2) Put on the freaking heavy vest and tried out the gun thing.
(My team planned not to go on separate ways so that we can attack our opponent together.)

3) Go inside the dark room.
(Hid behind Idil and Razin.)

4) Kebabom! I slipped down the slop.

5) Got up, Idil and Razin went missing.
(So this is "staying together" huh.)

6) Step macam paham, act like those terminators.

7) Naeem crept up on me all those times!
(the vibrations i felt from the vest whenever i got shot was super syiok.)

8) Ran after him like mad!
(Was not supposed to run though.)

9) Shoot. Shoot. Shoot anyhow, anywhere.

10) I was feeling those vibrations all the time.

11) Game's over, people outside was giggling like wth.

12) Realised that there's this big TV outside which shows the situation inside the game room =.="

Although it's countless of how many times i slipped and fall due to my slippery footwear, i seriously had fun. Ya, you'll perspire like hell although it's an air conditioning room and it's dark and eerie and it's tiring and you'll have to hunt for your opponent in the big room with the heavy vest and gun and the vest might be kinda loose and slide down your shoulders and the game will make your heart beat twice as fast and the way i describe it is kinda childish, but who cares? You guys gotta try it. Taknak sudah.

Kay, then we went to IMM for dinner. Window- shopped. Giggles, laughter, chatters, barkings, meowings filled the air.
About the barkings and meowings, there's some reasons that I'm not at liberty to discuss XD
We went back to our respective homes, changed, out again to play downstairs.
Heard of playing and gossiping and crapping and basketball-ing and playground-ing till midnight?

Awwww, now I'm having cramps all over.

Labels: i'm trying not to care.

Guess what people?
I've gained more than 5 kilograms this holiday.
What's even worse is that holidays have just STARTED!
Great, let's see how much fatter i can get.

Tata~

I'm so gonna stop posting about my pathetic feelings and emotions XD
So, let's carry on with life! I'm gonna be fine, no matter what. I'll just have to think of activities to refrain from reminiscing and doing lame shit stuffs like that. Hmmm, i guess i better spend the time to revise and do ALL my homeworks and projects instead of just waiting for time to pass. Just like that.

I won't let mama and dad down, again.

And btw, i'm writing a novel of my own. A little more and it's done. Someone desperately wants to be the first person to read it. LOL.

Going out with mama and yaya later. Waiting for them to return home. Mama working, yaya schooling.

Gonna start making my own study time table. Wth? O levels next year lah seyyy. I'm gonna make sure that abang will be coaching me!

So many things to do eh?
Tata~

I love you, hayyu nariah.

Labels: moving on~

Hey y'all!

I'm finally home from my 3 days 2 nights guides camp. It was really exhausting yet super fun. I was needed to share the tent with Farah's group. Yeah, i slept with her. LOL sounds wrong huh. There's nothing much to say about the camp. Ohya, Tricia Heng sprained her arm. I really hope our dear CL recovers soon. <3

People say that it's time for me to move on. But look here, in order to let someone new in, you have to empty the heart for it's too small and only limited for one person. One special person.

Help me empty it out.

Knowing that you play the lead role of my every dream, i feel like sleeping forever. At least I'm close to you, somewhere.

Labels: macam paham eh.

Have you ever felt suspicious of someone's acts or behaviour? Like one moment he says one thing and the other moment another lie pops out. It's just like that person is making a fool out of you yet his lies stays underneath his beautiful, radiant smile. It's just like everyone around him has been deceived yet you are the only one who is smart enough to figure out his lies and pretence. It's just like that person is trying to make you look bad and steal all of your happiness away. It's just like that person keeps finding faults in you yet you keep telling yourself to remain calm. What's even worse is that you guys have been close friends for quite some time. Outrageous.

Have you ever felt that the whole world is against you? Like the sorrow you are going through is killing all your emotions in you. It's just like you are struggling to get on your feet with everyone pushing you down. It's just like the whole universe hates you including your family and friends. It's just like they are putting up an act to make you feel better yet they hate you like hell. It's just like they treat you like shit while you were trying all your best to please them. Dissapointing.

Have you ever gone through a situation where love comes out from nowhere? Like love at first sight. It's just like you are feeling an unusual affection for someone you barely know. It's just like you are trying to befriend that person while that person seemed oblivious of your presence. It's just like when you feel that you know that person well yet actually he turns out to be the opposite. Surprising.

Have you ever felt that letting go is hard? Like you tried all your best to get rid of that person from your head while that person clings on your brains. It's just like you know that you are better off without that person but he still lingers in your mind. It's just like you are thinking of him day and night while he is living happily as ever with your replacement. It's just like you have deleted his number yet you memorised it by heart. How stupid.

I don't know. I'm in a state of vague stupor. I swore and made a promise yet i lied to myself. Again and again. Holding on and moving on is worser than pouring salt over an open wound. Well, i just hope karma will take its place. Currently chatting with that "penjual nasi lemak pat gerai pak dollah" LOL. He's quite entertaining. Nights!

Raya 2009 yesterday with pretty heads!
Endured my aching feet all the way.
When i suggested that they slow down their pace, guess what they answered?
"Tulah, padan muker kau. Beli lagy kasot tinggi-tinggi."
hahah, kurang ajar habes-habesan seyy.
Pics Pics Pics.
I apologize for some disturbing ones;]

mine's black:]

Does someone miss me?

My eyeslashes keep falling you see.

Labels: YOU PLAY THE LEAD ROLE OF MY EVERY DREAM.

Hola.
I wanted to upload raya photos but blogger ain't cooperating.
Next time perhaps.
Yesterday went for Guides then home. Changed. Out again.
Shopped for the 2nd shoe for the week with Nad.
2 SHOES IN A WEEK.
I gotta start scrimping and saving my raya money for rainy days.
Ahaaa mcm paham.

Ohyaaaaa i saw that guy who lives in the next block, again.
What's his name?
What's his name?

When we have it,
we don't cherish it.
But when we lose it,
we search for it.

Serve Me Right.

I'm feeling really annoyed right now.
FBJDGheuhfcn aswicxmQAXUUUHFWKIEHYTnugsdyVWHGDVH!!

Mama keep reminding me to stay calm when handling STUFFS like this. She gives the best advices ever. Frankly, i have never shared anything with her. I'm wondering how the hell she know what i'm holding back right now. And she told me,
"Ignore them. Those lies will be exposed. Soon."

now where's my momo?

Labels: Why do i always end up losing things that's rightfully mine?